Hopelessness

Honestly la, ketiadaan orang yang membaca blog ini memberikan perasaan seolah-olah asa aku diputus-putuskan. Dah tu nak buat macamana, Im just a sore loser. Main Fifa 12 professional pun kalah. Oh well mungkin takde ide. Or... is it just writing that doesnt suit me?


Anyway, maybe ill just write whenever i feel like i wanna write, like now maybe?


Oh yeah mentioning about fifa 12, yeah i reckon its a great game, but because i have no working controller so its a bit hard, plus my laptop keyboard has some kind of self-lock whenever i press certain keys adjacent to each other. Yeah, hard to do cross when I move diagonally, nah mean?


Got another month left in Marehsia, so am trying to memanfaatkan cuti yang ada. am currently doing a lot of reading, since i know that when my study resumes i couldnt afford reading anymore, for :

1. Reading for me takes time and a lot of focusing, at least for me. So, got no time.
2. Got a lot more other important stuff to read, those goddamned med books are gonna be my darling for the next year.
3. Cannot read during rest time. Resting from reading by reading? Nope.

Hope I can finish those articles and whatnot before the 16th come. And hoping for a lot more to come from this rusty old blog.